Before it got to the end of January I had good intentions to write a piece about Christmas – a little reflection, the ones spent here…..it’s sitting in my drafts and although I’ve gone back to it a few times, it remains sitting – it’s not gripping me and although it is a useful memoir of our time here, it isn’t pulling me to the screen to finish it and therefore the screen remains blank….and that was something I was trying to avoid. If the blank stays there too long, I won’t add anything to this…
My last post was a little emotional, but part of this blogging thing is being brave and writing despite the desire to sometimes remain silent.
One of the things I learnt from attempting to write in every day of Advent, is that I gain more satisfaction from writing from the heart, than just writing in terms of a diary of events. I thought I could just write a little each day, but on one evening after returning from a friends social gathering I suggested to my husband that I might just write “WINE….that is all….”. But he said “no….you can’t do that, it doesn’t add any value….” and you know he was right. But of course at that point it was the wine combined with the obligation to write something, anything.
And now it is February. Pancake day has just passed and Lent has arrived. Valentines vibes fill the air as I attempt to make cards for the whole of my son’s class. Raiding the cupboard for card and inspiration that came in the form of glitter glue and sticky felt.
The tiny pot of roses is a gift to me for February, I don’t often buy flowers – other than daffodils, when I see them and they aren’t too expensive. We have no house plants here, so it’s nice to have a little bit of green and brightness of flower sitting in the muddle of my desk.
The oven has beeped and I am expecting to be joining supper club shortly, so I’m going to hit ‘publish’, before this sits for days in my drafts too!




